Monday, February 23, 2004
i don't know what i should be feeling like right now. used? crestfallen? hopeful? i guess it all depends on the perspective i put myself in.
today has just begun. and it's already been a long day. i don't know what to do anymore. i go one way thinking it's the better choice, but i find the negatives within that decision. so i lean the other way, hoping that it is a better choice than before, but i soon find out to my disadvantage that it alters and kills so many options and alternatives. if i could, i wouldn't move at all; seeing as how both options given to me are so hard to weigh out, i might as well not pick one at all. but things don't work like that, do they?
someone, please help.
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